Sickness Vol: 1

by VCTMS

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1.
Cynic 01:19
We're afraid to admit that we're all a little mad one bad day can change the sanest man our mask of sanity is about to slip triggering psychosis never fitting in
2.
The Nine 03:09
Hold my breathe until I can't breathe close my eyes until I can't see cut my circulation till I go numb pull the trigger back till lead fills my lungs x2 Resentment I know it all too well a feeling that lies inside my 50 cal i've been where you've been bad days and disappointment frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement I am a fuck up, unwanted and unloved nothing I did was ever good enough i'm just a lost cause, a nuisance that will never fade secludded myself from society, I fucking hate the human race Born Bastard, Tragedy's in my blood never enough never good enough happiness is like a switch it comes and goes it never sticks I hide it well so no one knows the pain inside my head is making me sick (x2) I've been where you've been bad days and disappointment frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement Fuck This explains all that i'm feeling i'm better off hanging from the fucking celing bitterness and self loathing I can't comprehend all these vicious thoughts tearing up my fucking head I've hit rock bottom, i've got no where else to go This ship has sailed, I don't care if I die alone ELGH
3.
Abstract 04:16
In a bind, in a fucking bind i'm sick of living this hopeless life of mine no trust in anyone they're all the same no sense of direction or confidence, i'm built on mistakes i'm a cynical wreck, a chronic liar, miserable at best i'm sick of being alone, worn out these broken bones You forget what's around you the same everyday nothing feels real anymore everything's so fake There's a fear of living on, to continue feeling dead inside There's a fear of living on, but what's living when your hands are tied Everyday, everyday i've been paving the way no ounce of success slowly digging my grave this isn't what I thought I would become worthless i'm no help to anyone unwanted, i'm useless, give me a gun I have fallen, I have failed, and I finally see there's no help, no hope, and no future for me I can't rid myself from these worthless habits help me find my fix, i'm fucking addicted Let me lie in this grave I don't need you feeling sorry if you truly cared you would of been there for me I don't need your pity, i don't want your false words once again tossed to the side i'm used to being hurt Once again tossed to the side i'm used to being hurt I can't rid myself from these worthless habits help me find my fix, i'm fucking addicted No one can save me now I dug this whole far too deep life it's what's killing me my self worth has torn away knowing you, my biggest mistake day by day I swallow more then I can take fuck aplogies, it's already too late second chances they don't ever come twice, and if i were you i'd stay the fuck out of my life Second chances they don't ever come twice, and if you knew what's good for you stay the fuck out of my life
4.
Left Behind 04:11
Life Is a constant struggle that always leads me here in the fucking dark living in this constant fear i'm left behind while others follow the fucking sheep i'm left behind while others follow the fucking weak i'm finding out that no one is what they seem others continue to bite your hand until it fucking bleeds Fuck what you took from me lowlife you threw everything away you had no one else to blame but yourself and you addition you just took till there was nothing left to give and i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behind I want you out of my life you took what you wanted and left me here to die scum of the earth i'll make sure you don't get away with this pathetic piece of shit Fuck what you took from me lowlife you threw everything away you had no one else to blame but yourself and you addition you just took till there was nothing left to give and i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behind You left me behind, make your excuses you're not worth my timex2 Imprisioned your life is full of sin Leeching off others to mark your own skin I told you once and i'll say it again you broke the barrier farewell my friend these habits are wearing you thin blurred vision closing in blind eyes you're dancing with death again i'm convinced i'll be the one to witness your end
5.
I got fucking played you hid your real fucking face now we see your true colors everything you said was just a lie you gave me all this bullshit, but in the end i'll be alright you pushed me off the edge, i'm tied of this same old song you'll get yours you'll see, all the shit you did to me x2 Open your eyes and see what I see all this failure right in front of me you pushed me off my path, i'm never looking back You are a fucking hypocrite Everything I heard out of your mouth is bullshit I know my place I know who I am i don't think you know where you stand There was no loyalty, you were never fucking real stop playing innocent. I can't handle your ignorance I was played the fuck out, used and deceived I've had enough of your lies, you're dead to me Open your eyes and see what I see all this failure right in front of me You pushed me off my path i'm never looking back I'm never looking back
6.
Sinister 05:44
Violent streaks and loss of sleep over thinking will be the death of me uncontrollable emotions i'm right at home ceased all forward motion, emptiness has taken it's toll Sickness works it's way in, keep praying to these demons within I always give in, in hell I dwell born into misery, it loves my company hanging around my throat, bringing me down to lunacy depression slipping through the seams Crawling on my skin, shivers down my spine feeling overwhelmed, i'm fucking terrified screws a little loose in my head again my perception, cynic vision nothing's making sense Now nothing makes sense nothing makes sense Hopeless, hopesick, all I can do Is hang my head and take this abuse x2 I'm good for nothing just a fucking has been slaving away to this meaningless existence I have nothing left to live for i'm as good as dead this world's a cold bitch x2 so shoot me through my fucking head Put a bullet through my fucking head We are all victims of our own minds x2
7.
Lobotomy 02:33
Living in the darkest of days lost all my faith, it withered away I chose to trust in others, thinking they would do the same but I found out they use you for their personal gain No more wishful thinking come out empty handed every time, left high and dry I am a product living through hell for what has seemed like an eternity No one will ever understand what i've been through don't look me in the eyes and tell me that you do The reaper reels me in (left with my sins) Embedded in my skin Permeant, i'm never gonna forget I tried so hard to forget Lobotomy wipe the slate clean erase everything that's tied in my brain Put me out of my misery I am a fucking problem a god damn disease
8.
Sleep 02:51

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released August 23, 2014

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