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Cynic
01:19
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We're afraid to admit that we're all a little mad
one bad day can change the sanest man
our mask of sanity is about to slip
triggering psychosis never fitting in
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2. |
The Nine
03:09
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Hold my breathe until I can't breathe
close my eyes until I can't see
cut my circulation till I go numb
pull the trigger back till lead fills my lungs x2
Resentment I know it all too well
a feeling that lies inside my 50 cal
i've been where you've been
bad days and disappointment
frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement
I am a fuck up, unwanted and unloved
nothing I did was ever good enough
i'm just a lost cause, a nuisance that will never fade
secludded myself from society, I fucking hate the human race
Born Bastard, Tragedy's in my blood
never enough never good enough
happiness is like a switch it comes and goes
it never sticks I hide it well so no one knows
the pain inside my head is making me sick (x2)
I've been where you've been
bad days and disappointment
frustrations lead to another blood stain on the pavement
Fuck
This explains all that i'm feeling
i'm better off hanging from the fucking celing
bitterness and self loathing I can't comprehend
all these vicious thoughts tearing up my fucking head
I've hit rock bottom, i've got no where else to go
This ship has sailed, I don't care if I die alone
ELGH
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3. |
Abstract
04:16
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In a bind, in a fucking bind
i'm sick of living this hopeless life of mine
no trust in anyone they're all the same
no sense of direction or confidence, i'm built on mistakes
i'm a cynical wreck, a chronic liar, miserable at best
i'm sick of being alone, worn out these broken bones
You forget what's around you
the same everyday
nothing feels real anymore
everything's so fake
There's a fear of living on, to continue feeling dead inside
There's a fear of living on, but what's living when your hands are tied
Everyday, everyday i've been paving the way
no ounce of success slowly digging my grave
this isn't what I thought I would become
worthless i'm no help to anyone
unwanted, i'm useless, give me a gun
I have fallen, I have failed, and I finally see
there's no help, no hope, and no future for me
I can't rid myself from these worthless habits
help me find my fix, i'm fucking addicted
Let me lie in this grave I don't need you feeling sorry
if you truly cared you would of been there for me
I don't need your pity, i don't want your false words
once again tossed to the side i'm used to being hurt
Once again tossed to the side i'm used to being hurt
I can't rid myself from these worthless habits
help me find my fix, i'm fucking addicted
No one can save me now
I dug this whole far too deep
life it's what's killing me
my self worth has torn away
knowing you, my biggest mistake
day by day I swallow more then I can take
fuck aplogies, it's already too late
second chances they don't ever come twice, and if i were you i'd stay the fuck out
of my life
Second chances they don't ever come twice, and if you knew what's good for you stay the fuck out of my life
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4. |
Left Behind
04:11
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Life Is a constant struggle that always leads me here
in the fucking dark living in this constant fear
i'm left behind while others follow the fucking sheep
i'm left behind while others follow the fucking weak
i'm finding out that no one is what they seem
others continue to bite your hand until it fucking bleeds
Fuck what you took from me
lowlife you threw everything away
you had no one else to blame but yourself and you addition
you just took till there was nothing left to give
and i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behind
I want you out of my life
you took what you wanted and left me here to die
scum of the earth i'll make sure you don't get away with this
pathetic piece of shit
Fuck what you took from me
lowlife you threw everything away
you had no one else to blame but yourself and you addition
you just took till there was nothing left to give
and i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behind
You left me behind, make your excuses you're not worth my timex2
Imprisioned your life is full of sin
Leeching off others to mark your own skin
I told you once and i'll say it again
you broke the barrier farewell my friend
these habits are wearing you thin
blurred vision closing in
blind eyes you're dancing with death again
i'm convinced i'll be the one to witness your end
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5. |
Spoken Slander
03:32
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I got fucking played
you hid your real fucking face
now we see your true colors
everything you said was just a lie
you gave me all this bullshit, but in the end i'll be alright
you pushed me off the edge, i'm tied of this same old song
you'll get yours you'll see, all the shit you did to me x2
Open your eyes and see what I see
all this failure right in front of me
you pushed me off my path, i'm never looking back
You are a fucking hypocrite
Everything I heard out of your mouth is bullshit
I know my place I know who I am
i don't think you know where you stand
There was no loyalty, you were never fucking real
stop playing innocent. I can't handle your ignorance
I was played the fuck out, used and deceived
I've had enough of your lies, you're dead to me
Open your eyes and see what I see
all this failure right in front of me
You pushed me off my path
i'm never looking back
I'm never looking back
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6. |
Sinister
05:44
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Violent streaks and loss of sleep
over thinking will be the death of me
uncontrollable emotions i'm right at home
ceased all forward motion, emptiness has taken it's toll
Sickness works it's way in, keep praying to these demons within
I always give in, in hell I dwell
born into misery, it loves my company
hanging around my throat, bringing me down to lunacy
depression slipping through the seams
Crawling on my skin, shivers down my spine
feeling overwhelmed, i'm fucking terrified
screws a little loose in my head again
my perception, cynic vision nothing's making sense
Now nothing makes sense
nothing makes sense
Hopeless, hopesick, all I can do
Is hang my head and take this abuse x2
I'm good for nothing just a fucking has been
slaving away to this meaningless existence
I have nothing left to live for
i'm as good as dead
this world's a cold bitch x2
so shoot me through my fucking head
Put a bullet through my fucking head
We are all victims of our own minds x2
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7. |
Lobotomy
02:33
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Living in the darkest of days
lost all my faith, it withered away
I chose to trust in others, thinking they would do the same
but I found out they use you for their personal gain
No more wishful thinking
come out empty handed
every time, left high and dry
I am a product living through hell
for what has seemed like an eternity
No one will ever understand what i've been through
don't look me in the eyes and tell me that you do
The reaper reels me in
(left with my sins) Embedded in my skin
Permeant, i'm never gonna forget
I tried so hard to forget
Lobotomy wipe the slate clean
erase everything that's tied in my brain
Put me out of my misery
I am a fucking problem a god damn disease
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8. |
Sleep
02:51
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