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Hostage

from Vol. 4 Numb The Ache by VCTMS

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Eyes heavy, I haven’t been sleeping 
bloodshot from staring straight at my ceiling 
Thoughts ripping me to pieces, i’m speechless 
i keep latching onto temporary happiness 
even if it’s for a night, that’s one less i’ll spend 
overwhelmed & stress again
Fixating on things I can’t control 
like god damn tunnel vision 
burdening this weight alone 


There’s nothing left to feed on 
capillaries have ran dry, blood leaking out of my mind
Toxicity & I we intetwine, 
No last words, put me in the dirt 
I don’t wanna feel, I don’t wanna hurt  
No last words, put me in the dirt 
six feet is what I deserve


It’s funny isn’t it? working towards the imminent 
Really wish I never fucking pissed away my innocence, 
Another year slipping through my hands 

Growing old is a hell I can’t stand 


We all end up with nothing and that's the deadly sting 
inevitable and crushing look what it's made me 
no last words put me in the dirt
I don't wanna feel I don't wanna hurt 
Six feet is what I deserve 

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from Vol. 4 Numb The Ache, released July 9, 2021

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