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New Face // Same Loneliness

from Vol. 4 Numb The Ache by VCTMS

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I’m not a saint 
i’m not a savior 
I’m far from perfect 
closer to a failure
I’m not who you want me to be 
I don’t know what you expect out of me 
i’m not a saint 
i’m not a savior 
I’m far from perfect 
Pressure it feeds my doubt
and it's all becoming too much
losing my patience caged by my anger


I’ve been gone for quite some time
 hanging over this hole in my heart 
you left me wounded & unlovable 
why was your company insufferable? 
Losing you wasn’t the hard part 
It was knowing it can not be undone 
I compare everyone to you 
Love is just a feeling that made me feel used 


Made me feel used


I’m coping even without closure 
As I sink lower than before 
I guess i’m hanging on 
but I don’t love you anymore 
I’m coping without closer 
and i’m lower than before 
I guess i’m hanging on 
but I can't love you anymore 


Closed myself off so I can attempt to heal 
I still ask, was it ever real? was it ever real? 
Nurse my wound, dress my self esteem 
Stitch my shame, i’m left unclean
Don’t ever ask me to stay again

No longer will I be broken at your expense 

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from Vol. 4 Numb The Ache, released July 9, 2021

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