I stir awake at night, stuttering to speak the words
of a feeling I can no longer find
All the pain that i'm holding on
Self inflict for a bit like it makes me strong
Am I wrong? not enough for your love
I used to crave attention
now i’ve grown used to loneliness
Cause I can’t break my own heart
& I refuse to let you do it again
My dichotomy sits between happiness & suffering
this illness enervates my cheeks, drains them of their coloring
sometimes I bloom & then I wither
My lungs collapse pneumonia it blisters
All I ever wanted was reprieve from these aches
from feeling drained, from the sadness I can’t satiate
What’s left of us? Can you answer with honesty?
I resent you too much for you to be happy with me
I’m hanging on the truth, it’s at the tip of my tongue
I tried to feel something, but i’ve just grown numb
I fear to hurt again, i’m afraid to let you in
I lost myself that first time and I haven’t been the same since
Am I a fool for you? or have I just been comfortable with abuse?
I’m a hostage in my head
Cut so deep from the words you've said
I can't find relief
searching for reprieve
Am I a fool for you? or have I just been comfortable with abuse?
I can't find relief
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I am more a melodeath guy than deathcore, but I enjoy all the symphonic elements or rythym changes. This album is a BLAST omg my neck hurt, so much headbang🤘🤘 olive855